My "real" life

2009-05-26T20:24:00.002+08:00

I am glad for you,
empty is for the moment,
Life will pour in on you,
We already made the choice,
talk is cheap,
actions show what you want,
you have my blessings in life.

i have no right to be harsh at you or nag, you are on your own(without me) from now on...

2009-04-08T18:14:00.003+08:00

it shows unimportant when u can't even tell the time,
it shows how much you bother when you don't bother to remember,
it shows whats more important in ur life...

u could have came back urself, if u didn't want to be late
not sitting a transport won't die if you know you are gonna be late for something you would feel is more important to you.
if me not knowing abt your where about is to care then i rather not care.

sick of saying so much.

ITS JUST HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.

2009-03-24T22:53:00.004+08:00

Greater the hope, the bigger the disappointment,
time is running out,
some decisions made,
it may never be the same again.

account for our own actions

temptations, slipping away...

2009-03-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

tired.

taken the 1st step,
hope i can last to see the process end.

2009-03-17T10:47:00.004+08:00

my utopia is lost, but you brought my life to a whole new meaning.

Maybe i really dunno what i really want in life,
Maybe you are right about me living for others.
Is this how life should be like?
Can i pull together with my weaker mind to help you get over it?
I guess there are many things in life i am not right about,
because time after time you prove me wrong,
be it in the good way or the bad way.
i accept you and am willing to guide u,
this is my promise to you.
i am lost and confused too.
please grant me strength.

am i not even worth for you to fight for?

2009-03-15T16:49:00.004+08:00

do u think when some 1 say they like you, they will forget abt it the nxt day? feelings don't fade when you are there always.

there are only some things people do only for love,
they care about what you eat, drink and when you sleep,
they look out for you even when they are tired,
they suprise you with things you like,
they protect you,
they wanna drag time spend with you,
they advise you,
they listen to your advises,
only because they love you then they do such stuff for you.

2009-03-15T16:22:00.003+08:00

u seem to trust everyone but me,
maybe because i always put facts bluntly across.
the fear of losing you is greater everyday,
yet you can't see the actions of mine to secure you,
i guess the way i put across is wrong but sometimes to draw a line is the right thing to do,
best friends don't think about whether you wanna eat this, do that day in day out,
only peoply who love you would.
hope 1 day you will see it.

for some 1 who say don't believe in paltonic relationship tells you best friends you believe,
for me a guy who loves you and close to NEVER lie to you about stuff you turn a deaf ear,
what am i suppose to do.
are you the lighthouse of my life?

2009-03-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

if you someone do matter to you, you have to show it.
of they would just fade away.
it applies to everyone...
people don't stay for the sake of just being there.
TRUST me.

2009-03-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

once u told me this, friends company is different and my company is different
but what u showed me is, friends company can replaced me mine
but mine can't replaced theirs.
all you do is denied when i asked but nothing you did recently showed other wise.

this past months,
you only showed when you needed me to help you stuffed then you would find me,
you don't talk the same to me anymore,
am i not fun anymore? or somehow my placed in your heart have disappeared?
your ACTIONS show that you didn't want me there in your life at ALL.
have you noticed these changes in you?
do you know why? if you do please tell me.

all you say is that you are not enough for me.
i don't really care if you weren't good enough for me, but TELL ME IF I AM EVEN ENOUGH FOR YOU TO LOVE ME BACK.

2009-03-13T18:23:00.006+08:00

should i even bother.
do we want me to be bother? give me my ans.

i am what you really want?
because i always take ur word seriously.
have you take my words seriously?
or you took me for granted?

2009-03-13T11:36:00.004+08:00

its black friday again. friday 13th.
does it mean feb and march is cursed?

u drifted...
isn't my comforting arms comparable to comfort?
is there a change of hearts?

2009-03-13T03:59:00.003+08:00

have you wondered why the earth spins the way it does?
isn't emotions a magical thing?
it does make u twirl in this mysterious way.
because of what happened arnd me i wanna prevent it yet you don't see it,
i can't bear to lose you,
because the lost is too great and i wanna hear that and know it from you that u agree.

i really do wanna know are you ready for me.

2009-03-12T16:37:00.004+08:00

You can go on blaming everyone else,but until the day you take responsiblilty for yourself, then everything is gonna be alright.

3 days of drinks ain't enough to drown the sorrow.
i ain't even giving up.
i just want you to be sure about it too.

thanks for the drink.

2009-03-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

sleepless nights...

all i wanted was you to feel like u are everything to me.

TRUST me

2009-03-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

as i sat at the same bus-stop we 1st met...
i rmb times when we sat at the garden until 4.30 am,
where did she go?
when are those times when you smiled caused you wanted me and i was there for you?
Never once i regret scarficing time and myself for you cause you matter more than anything in the world and i do it with pleasure.
I ENJOYED IT.
i didn't know why i don't matter, you say you do but none of your actions show.
where was the one who would listen and knows because i wanna protect her cos i love her.

do u wanna find her back?

2009-03-11T12:49:00.002+08:00

know what you really want.
if i do matter,
why my words don't mean a thing?
you made me feel like what i say and feel don't matter.

2009-03-10T20:30:00.004+08:00

why would some 1 love u harm u?
when ever i do praise you, u will just think i say for the sake of saying it, but its not true.
if u take my guidance as an insult. i really failed.
i failed in conveying my love. i failed. i really failed.

you taught me once how to love. i thank you.

2009-03-10T20:17:00.004+08:00

do u really think i tell u to do and not do would really harm u?
everytime i say,
you will just take me questioning trust instead of thinking why i do so?
you say were never right, if so why won't you just listen?
its not about fault when it comes to love,
is my love not enough to show i will protect you and for you to listen to me?
IN THE WORLD, I WILL NOT EVEN BE THE LAST PERSON TO HURT YOU, BECAUSE I WILL NEVER HURT YOU.

2009-03-10T15:25:00.004+08:00

those who ask get help,
those who wait get nothing,
consequences after actions,
why not prevent,
things right and wrong,
we can't do it all because we like it,
why wait for reality to face you and tell you screwed up?
we think of others because we want to,
once lost many things don't return
never they do.
silence is never good,
don't blame but reflect,
is it others or it lies within.
with fear to fit in, why question conventions?
KEEP IT REAL

am i just a friend or more?
your actions show.

have you even thankful that i was different?
is the world revolving round yourself or US?
Have you thought why you are being questioned time after time?
Have you thought why i hate seeing you sad?
Have you thought why i bother to reach out to you and wait?
Have you thought that you have changed?
Or you just blame people that you are ok and people are obstructing you?
Is it hard to keep and treasure those around you even they are not physically there?
whats unfair? is it hard to love with your heart?
why even ask when u have done something that you want and think its ok?

2009-03-10T11:43:00.003+08:00

not everything is about you,
where did the change come from?
makes me wonder about stuff,
do u think i would question when everything is ok?
if you say you are independent i wouldn't have question,
but why now you no longer depend on me?
stop blaming me and feel affected,
do things that your heart tells you.
this is nothing to balance when u feel like doing it.
you tell me don't bother to do stuff,
don't make it seem my fault and live in self pity,
think about things logically and account for your actions.
Seriously.

2009-03-09T20:52:00.003+08:00

there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dunno how,
it may seem like a nag, but i do have my reasons for doing so.
my duty to protect, care and teach.
there are things i overlooked into, but cos i can see to protect.
u matter and i care.
hope 1 day u see what i mean.
maybe i was too nice but times have chaneg
and i hope i have str to do so until i last.

2009-03-07T02:20:00.001+08:00

i was wrong

yes i m tired

needing u.

2009-02-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

tired.

2009-02-23T11:38:00.003+08:00

Dear God
the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

AvengeSevenfold - Dear God

embrace not replace,
take me for me.

2009-02-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

whats a fairytale without a happy ending?
ever slept on someones lap every night?
ever slept by the pool deck overnight?
ever skip work to sneak off somewhere?

dots

2009-02-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i even blog...

don't know what made me wanna do it but here i am laying down my prints finally.

past are past,
memories added.
sweet they were.
asking for more.

2008-08-28T20:58:00.001+08:00

There u are once again sitting beside me...

Stay there always...

RAIN

2008-08-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

I better update something or some1 speacial is gonna complain that why I never update. (:

I am actually by the NUS pool as I blog this entry. CAT status as a lifeguard = breaktime. Due to work and the piling projects at school, I have less time to do anything else. Thanks dearest for the support have for me! (: Rain and rain and rain, the wet weather definately reminds me of the days I had in Thailand... and the this song...

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY... (:

I guess thats all for this post and til next time ( i don't know when).

i'm yours

2008-07-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

to YOU:

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Work work

2008-05-21T18:49:00.004+08:00

Work work work, my life has been revolving round working and have some RL (real life, RL is a term when in army). I realise some how that my blog has been stumble upon by some of my friends so i shall not leave them high and dry longer so i m updating as promise.

WoW have finally taken a break in my life and i guess its a good change since university will starting. Thats more or less whats going on in my life so far...

peppermint honey, honey aloe vera, honey lemon...

Fate or pure coincdence i thank god for you...

2008-03-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

Fate or pure coincdence i thank god for you...

4 years... a long time ago... we met through the neighbour who seem so distant now to me now yet it did not keep us far apart. We chat we talk but did not go out. Strange as it seems, we got close. Met 4 times in 4 years but meet 40 times in 1 month now. Is this a test? Test or not, i am glad it turn out this way. We came a long way and i will treasure it...

2008-02-17T02:30:00.001+08:00

Fade away...

Strange isn't it...

2008-01-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

Time has pass and yet it feels that it didn't move at all, even if it did i would want to hold back the hands of the clock and tell the good times to stay at it is. If i am the gift that was godsend, u will the blessing i was showered with...

No one knows what will happen the today or the day after, just live it as it goes along and life will be easier and fun.

2007-07-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

Acer FP555

ViewSonic VE500 (dead pixie circled)

2007-01-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

To start of this post with a pleasant note...

SINGAPORE won Malaysia in the Asean Cup in Penalties!!! WOOHOO!!!

The atmosphere was great at the stadium yesterday...

On a random note, what do i wanna do when i get out of NS?

A question i must answer soon...

2007-01-16T02:35:00.000+08:00

Finally on a long awaited leave... BUT i have to go back in 8 hours time?

This kinda sux man, BUT i will be back on saturday.

Kinda screwed up the other time, BUT will i have the chance to try again?

Been a long long time...

2007-01-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

Its really been like uber years since i last lay my prints on this blog...

Finally I have become a 1 year soldier in my nsf life! woot! Damn am i going to ORD soon. Been doing quite alot thinking this days on what the fuck am i going to do after army, thought abt heading to SIMU but what in the world am i going study but whos care i guess, I have still to think through..

Heres to update on daily events...

Yesterday went to Plaza Singapore to catch the show School of Scoundrels. Its a show full of LOSERS! but i give it credits for the feel funny scences and stuff then we heading out to Billy Bombers(2nd time there), and i was quite lost in what the fuck should i eat and then i end up with chicken and ribs like WOW. haha. After which we all head back and stuff except me and terence, we headed out to I bar to grab a drink and chill out although the meeting was kinda impromtu and stuff but was cool..

So i guess i can sum the day in just a few words? I am just plain lazy to ellaborate i am off from here i suppose!

Yong's special steak

2006-12-10T13:54:00.000+08:00

Proud chef of this steak meal

2006-11-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

What's Your Personality Type?

Candid at its best

2006-09-16T09:33:00.000+08:00

Really tired!!!

As I am about to leave for Brunei tonight, this would be my last post and from the picture you can see in my fav postion, which is sleeping! haha. BTW this is a random post. haha. See you there in 3 weeks!

2006-09-13T09:27:00.000+08:00

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel like

It's a beautiful day

Don't let it get away"

You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.

And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's Your Theme Song?

2006-09-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

It took it me a really long time before i have the chance to lay my prints on my blog once again. Firstly, I have insufficient time to blog as most of my time is spent in camp serving the nation. As i only book out on weekends, weekends are deem as the most important days of the week and thus neglecting this blog.

Over this time when my blog posts are 'MIA' i was having another phase of training in camp equipping myself with new skills and lessons. Speaking of which, i will be heading to brunei for a 3 week training soon which means that this will be one of my last post for a long long time. haha. Serving in NS for this past 9 months make me a better person in many aspects like physical and mental endurance which made me lost some weight! woot!

Despite all the training benefits that i acquire during this course of my life , its tiring! and i hardly have enough time to hang out with my friends, family and loved ones. ( will find time to hang out.haha)

Come to think of it, this post of mine is really random. I guess I should tell those reading that this blog is alive still. (Can't believe that dajie despite in Aussie, still reads this blog of her xiao di. haha =X) Hope this post doesn't disappoint those reading.

Since its been a long while since i posted, I should out with a new quote.

Quote of the day:
Money is precious but money can't buy time so spend it wisely!

2006-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

Its been a really long time since i lay my humble prints on my humble blog as i was serving the NS, life in the NS is enjoyable i must say, not only have i pass out from being a basic solider i am now AIRBORNE. Had 4 jumps so far from a kh-47 (helicopter) and the C-130 aircraft, the experience in the air is enjoyable indeed.. haha

2 more jumps and i will have my silver wings with the red backing..

2006-03-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Classe Reflet (04AO1)

The journeys we embarked on,
Harsh and unpredictable
Memories shared were bitter-sweet
and unforgettable
Venturing into boundaries that were once foreign to us,
Together in unison, we fought relentlessly
The tribulations faced were intense
Dealing an austere blow to some

Defeated and heart broken they felt
Rays of warmth showered down
Encouragement and support shown
Giving them new found strength and hope,
To persevere and face new challenges
But would the experience be as fulfilling?
It remains a mystery
Unjustified as the journey would be
Harsh and unpredictable once again…

Who is to be blame?
Giving our heart, mind and soul
We tussle to the end
Are the circumstances predestined?
Dashing hopes and dreams for some,
But why?
Does it mean that life is unpredictable and harsh?
Why can’t the moments last?
I controlled
But it still trickles down my cheeks…

2006-02-27T08:22:00.000+08:00

Its been a whole 2 weeks in camp and now i am finally out to rest.. its fun in there with all ur friends but nothing beats some rest and days back as a civilian. So i am really bored for this 2 days.. who free can jio me out for this 2 days oni..

2006-01-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

Its a really long time since i last posted, was enlisted in the army therefore i am more or less in camp without access to the com and thanks to the Chinese new year i am out for a long 5 days..

Went to Al- Alzhar to eat with Shawn, Claryce, Jamie, Hui Wen, Hui Ying and Leonard, we had some fun there and we are off to Jamie's place to watch the last episode of Love Conciege then headed off the China black which was quite boring as the DJ spin pretty much "not nice" songs
...

2006-01-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

Looks like its the end of my after As break, i will enlisting into the army tomorrow, be it that i stay in the commandos or drop out, i will lose my civilian lifehood as off tml. Bald n ready to serve my country so i guess i will see u peeps n friends in a whiles time, meanwhile take care...

2006-01-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Pics of the sea and River Nile in Egypt

2005-12-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

I m back from Egypt my friends. so here are some photos of the last ancient wonder of the world. The site of the pyramids were breathtaking, moreover the explainations that the tour guide told us abt how ancient egyptians build the pyramids are really amazing. I guess i will let the photos the the talking for me instead.(had 4 hrs of sleep in 2 days)

2005-12-16T05:06:00.000+08:00

Wow.. my time left here is damn short, i will b working for the next 3 days and my class chalet was the next 3 days again and i am off to egypt and by time i m back i will b in the army in 5 days.. wow.. time really flies... so here i leave my prints on my humble blog...

2005-12-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

Had a hell of a time after the As, from my birthday to Grad night and the post prom party i have been rather drain i must say, so i shall take a rest and blog on my humble blog. Nothing much to blog also.. haha therefore i will end this post with my quote of the day which have not been seen for a long time...

Quote/thought of the day:

You have a balloon and u want it to fly, and if u have already pump too much carbon dioxide in it u should always release some air and pump helium into it before u can see it fly.

Morale of the the thought:
If u are tryin to hard u should let go 1st and try again with a new method... and u may succeed..

M.Yong

2005-12-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!! my com jus crash on me yesterday when i was playing Dota, and now i will jus have to make do with my laptop and blog here...

2005-11-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

Its been a really long time since i write my humble notes on my humble blog, As are over as mentioned in the previous post.. boredom is starting to get the better of me i must say, i have been to town about 5 times this week and it no longer excites me.. which can be also say as SIAN! I have nothing to do so any one wanna go out n chill jus give me a call/sms.. thanks.. haha

2005-11-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A levels only... my life continues

2005-11-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

Last 2 days!!!

2005-11-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

Wow.. the last time when i blog was 8 days from the As and now i m already in the mist of the As and theres oni 6 days left..

the end draws nearer...

to play!!!

2005-10-31T11:01:00.000+08:00

Once again i m here to emphasize that time really flies.. its only 8 days away from the start of my A level paper? Have i studied enough? no i must say, haha.. So little time yet so much to learn. However, to think of it.. onces its all over i will b having the sch hols which i would not have until 2 years later if i get into a University i must say. If only we can turn the hands of time back or at least time stop? I guess this are fruitless dreams( at least for now)

I shall end my post here, will b back to post once the Dreaded As are over... 8 days left

2005-10-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

Wow.. i finally got my enlistment letter, i didn't know how i got in and i got into commandos.. I guess i would gonna be experiencing a hell of a time in the army then...

2005-10-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

There are so many things in a day in school on top of studies...

2005-10-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

THe memories of those who went for the short yet memorable trip in malaysia during the June Hols...

2005-10-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

Wow.. its has been really a long while since i left my words on my humble blog and i guess i am back here to blog... Its a really rough time for my peeps and myself now as the As draw closer to us each day, hoping the day will not come yet hope for it to end as soon as possible... I took this idea of Khai's blog, its pretty interesting therefore i would like to give it a try, so here goes...

Everything 7 about me

Seven things that will scare me:

Myself
Not being able to reach my goal
Falling out of love
Losing someone (death)
Losing someone's trust
Knowing the painful truth behind things
Rejection (friendship)

Seven things I like the most:

Gaming (MMORPG, FPS etc)
Chilling out
Coffee
Music (playing the guitar & listening to good music)
Having friends to talk about anything
Ball-ing
Spending time with those dear to me

Seven most important things in my room/ apartment:

My Computer
My Bed
Frigde (with food, haha)
My guitars
TV
Clothes (still need more though)
Handphone

Seven random facts abt me:

I am short (1.69m)
I am a crouch potatoes on most ocassions
Like Khai, i also look down and walk most of the time
Like things done in a certain way
I have toys in my room (for display)
I bring plaster out of the house( just in case someone around me needs it)
21 is my favourite no.

Seven things I can do:

Fall in love
Fall out of love
Make people laugh
Be a close friend
Play the guitar
Swim
I can do this (duhhh)

Seven things I can't do:

Be someone i am not
Stop trying
Grin
Leave my friends alone
Focus for a long period of time
Forget you
1, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7.. hmm i got 7 points already... I forgot that i can't count..(merp...)

Seven words/phrases I say the most:

SOLID!!!
Waaaa
Sian1/2
Hello
Thanks man
Haha
Go leh

Seven favourite celebrities:

Jessica Alba
Metallica
Adam Sandler
Sophia Bush
Nickelback
Linkinpark
Tony Hawk

Seven people I would love to do this:

Shawn
Da Jie (HuiWen)
Er Jie (Hui Ying)
Alwyn
DD
You
Mr Chia?

2005-09-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wow... Like how i always start i will do the same again, i must say time really flies, its already coming to the end of sept. As i look back upon the 17 years of my life i often wonder about the things i have done to change my own and others life. Have i touched others or even myself? Until this day, this thought remains pondering in my mind...until the day come when something make the differences in my life be it career, family.. etc i will always be pondering...

Many people asked if i still have any quotes up my sleeves... I tell them when i get the feel but when will it come? i dunno... will some 1 tell me?

2005-09-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

Its been a really long while since i type out this letters on this humble blog of mine, i guess i had other commiments like studys sports and friends, with the A levels drawing nearer as i type on my blog, the stress level is increasing by the minute. I guess the study i mentioned earlier wasn't really a fact i guess, with 1 week of the prelims over, i reflect upon myself looking back on the mistake that i made in my journey and the actions that i took or did not take. The prelims are kinda in a bad shape i must say, a EEE, C6 may not even b the grade i would get( it will be worst)... I often tell myself to study but when can i really focus and make empty promises... I wonder.. WHEN???

2005-08-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

M.Yong's Oreo berries pie, recipe from the courtesy of Hong Sheng...=)

2005-08-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

Dessert any 1? M.Yong's inprovision...=)

2005-08-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

The pasta dinner which sky and I whipped up for the 6 of our classmates.. hope they like it..=)

2005-08-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

Tough rough week i must say, activities seem to be flooding my week, hardly enough time to rest i must say.

Monday 22/9 : It was rather ordinary, heading down to school gloomy as usual and end of the day with a workout in the gym for 2 whole hours... Phew that was tiring, had 2 packets of fried rice(yumm), and when back home n drop dead on the bed at about 12.

Tuesday 23/9: Had lessons until 6pm, thats monster, maths and more maths. Had to prepare for test on Wednesday.

Wednesday 24/9: Its maths test day, the rest of the day was normal, then had test until 4pm and gym and ran canal until 7pm. Speaking of which, i realised i had injured 1 of the muscles( shin splint, an injury that cause several altheles to quit), did some research on the net on it, hopefully it will be fine after some rest n exercise(stretching).

Thursday 25/9 : Thats today, once again had lessons as usual, then went to swenson adn ate ice cream..

Its boring.. nothin to blog..

2005-08-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

My new slippers

Like the picture above, i got a new pair of slippers as some one stolen my old pair of slippers.. The morning i came back from sending Jelly it was perfectly there and after i slept, Pooffff its gone, i wonder who in the world wanna steal a pair of slippers.. haiz.. so had no choice but to purchase a new pair..

2005-08-20T07:53:00.000+08:00

"People come in to our lives and its hard to say goodbye when they leave..."

Its like 7.50 in the morning and i am blogging this entry, i have not slept for 24 hrs and my head is spinning, however the cause to sacrifice my sleep was worthy i must say. So here it goes...

August 20th 6.05am, the airplane took off, along with it was a passenger Anjali who is heading for the states. Everyone was getting emotional at that time, Anjali was a dear friend to her peers including me i must say, although i only knew this girl since the Geog Trip during june, there was a friendship between us and i would cherish it even if we would not meet again. I really will... Anjali aka Jelly aka The Doline, U will always be in our hearts...

As time pass i came up with a quote...

"Always cherish the time spent together as you never know when you would need to say good-bye"
For those that miss her , I m sure she will miss you all too and i guess she will want us to move on...
M.Yong

2005-08-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

M.Yong Choc Chip cookies..=)

2005-08-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

M.Yong choc Chiffon cake

2005-08-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

M.Yong's Seafood Beehoon soup...

2005-08-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

Wheres every? as in online.. kinda bored now, no 1 is online so i shall blog.. haha.. Yeah, jus eaten dinner, cooked today(Pic is above). Today is national day eve, 1 more day, and my country Singapore would turn 40...woot... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE... Thinking about national day, i think about the time when our forefathers 1st step foot on Singapore and the evolution of Singapore. I feel proud to be a Singaporean i must say, be it the good times or the bad times, i m sure i will stand by my nation always... Salute..

2005-07-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

Pooling has been part of my daily affair

2005-07-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

I guess i am back to my blogging mode again. Maybe due to the reason that school is not the best place that you want to crawl out of bed at 6.30 to go to. Sayings said that we should enjoy the things that we do so as not to feel the boredom of the chore however it is not that we do not wish to but we can't help feeling the way we are. Since there ain't anythings to blog about i would like to share my opinions on the issue regarding J-walking in S**g*pore in partically in the context of *jc.

Signs for not jaywalking are meant for the safefy of the perdestrians. Despite the signs that place at street lamps and traffic lights, several people still chooses to J-walk. why is that so i ask? In my view it is due to the sake of conviences and the hassle of walking all the way to the traffic lights. I believe they have their reasons for doing so.(by this moment of time readers may think that i am crazy to support 'J-walkers') Today, 2 of my friends were caught by their school teacher for J-walking, and they were given forms as they committed a offence as he/she they had to be punish.Is punishment the only way to curb offences? In the case of J-walking, despite knowing the efforts of the school resorting to punishment as a form of ensuring the safety of the students. IS THIS THE ONLY SOLUTION? Man came a long way, are they able to think rationally before action? I believe warnings and teachings would serve a better option as punishment may at times only instinct fear but the objective of learning from their mistakes may not always be achieved.

Views by M.Yong

2005-07-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen

2005-07-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought about how fortune we teenagers of Singaporeans are? A slight
"hand signal" and we get what we want. As i was walking to Tanglin mall from orchard MRT station, i saw a 30 -40+ year old lady trying to figure out how to use the Slurpee machine at a
7-11 outlet, most teenagers now adays would have drank this drink at least at the age of 14. So i ponder about how fortunate i am to be living in Singapore. Despite not making the population of the rich and the famous i am glad that i do not live in poverty.

Times ticking, its year 2005 J2, thoughts of the future faintly appear in my mind think about the path i take in the future. Am I ready for the work out there? Would I been able to live at least the life i live in now. Such question keep appearing in my mind. I pondered and pondered...

I decided that i shall live my life to the fulliest and put the thoughts down for now...

2005-07-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

Been a while since i left my "prints" on my humble blog, many things coming along, its not the homework, instead it is the thought of the Prelims then the As.

Time really flies, 04A01 started out as strangers back then, the next moment we know it, we have been together as a class for a year and the half. Be it the bad results or the bbq outings, we try to be there for 1 another most of the time. As i look at J1's class photos, there are flash back of memories, be it good or bad. Despite all the memories, i guess its not the time to look back and think what we have done, but think that what we can do for the future.

I often think of what i have done, despite the fact that pondering over such matters won't ease the situation. One often think back, move on we must and not let the past hinder in what you want to persue in life.

Yesterday, da jie Hui Wen said that she would look for a girl for me( joking of cause), however, it is not about now or later, but it is about the one. It is true isn't it, BGR isn't about having it when everyone has, but it is about when you truly feel something special for he/she. Its more than just effectuation, its just a different feeling i must say, so thinking wisely in making choice is essential.

Today has been a lazy day, with my aching body to from gym training the day before, i failed to wake up early to do a morning jog( suppose to wake up at 6 become wake up and 7.45 and went back to sleep). Jamming was rather productive, sharper most of the basslines that are required, our band's(ReCast) coordinated have improve over the training, just bits of touching up, i believe we will do reasonable well. Went to watch 'The Island' after that, a 2hr 15min show by Michael Bay, i must say its does deserve a 3.5 stars at least.

I guess this entry is the longest one that i have ever post, so i shall end my entry for today...

2005-07-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

Wow... its been a really long while since i post anything here.. i guess i was kinda bz with school and exams and stuff... Exams results ain't turning up as well as expected.. failing most of my subjects isn't anything glamourous to state.. After the mid years it would be time to hit the books for the preparation of the prelims and finally the As( hopefully i am able to make it)
Despite the long time away from this humble blog, nothing interesting seem to happen in thsi long time therefore i guess i will end my blog here...

2005-06-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hey, its been a long while since i added a poem to my blog, so here it goes... and the quote of the day will be below it..=)

Blame

Good times,
Pass like a gust of wind,
Yet the bad times,
Slow and torturing.
For whom is it to blame?

Weal and woe, worlds apart,
Yet can be share,
But who would want to share,
The pain & joy,
For whom is it to blame?

Intelligence and stupidity,
Which you want to be?
A choice or a must,
Can we change who we are?
Why?
For whom is it to blame?

Blame is when one fear
Fear of the truth
Glorified and belittled?
Which category you fall in?
Be it the differences...
Accept it and be who you are.
M.Yong

Quote of the day:
"You can never define the world until u define yourself"
Melvin Tai

2005-06-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

M.Yong butter cake

After mixing the mixture of butter and sugar

Pouring the flour into the measuring cup

Silfting the flour into the sugar and butter mix

Batter in the oven baking for about 30 mins

After 30mins...

This is the end produce of Melvin's Chocolate butter cake

2005-06-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

"Be Yourself" - Audioslave

Someone falls to pieces

Sleepin all alone

Someone kills the pain

Spinning in the silenceTo finally drift away

Someone gets excited

In a chapel yard

Catches a bouquet

Another lays a dozen

White roses on a grave

To be yourself is all that you can do

Someone finds salvation in everyone

And another only fame

Someone tries to hide himself

Down inside their selfish brain

Someone swears his true love

Untill the end of time

Another runs away

Separate or united?

Healthy or insane?

To be yourself is all that you can do

And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up

With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck

don't lose any sleep tonight

I'm sure everything will end up alright

You may win or lose

But to be yourself is all that you can do

To be yourself is all that you can do

2005-06-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

This is the beautiful water which i later swam in ( at the bottom of cos)

2005-06-11T09:09:00.000+08:00

"It feels so good to be back", it has been awhile since i last blog as i was on a holiday trip in Malaysia. The experiences and memories that are left would not be forgotten, from the beautiful scenery and landscapes to the "bluffing" on the bus, each and every memory would be kept in my heart. Below are the photos of the Malaysia trip.

2005-06-11T09:07:00.001+08:00

Climbing up 200++ stairs into the limestone cave( i am on the left)

2005-06-11T09:07:00.000+08:00

What do you think of my car?

2005-06-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

On the canopy bridge which is 100 feet of the ground

2005-06-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

View of the Trees from the ground at FRIM

2005-06-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

Its been really along while since i blog, even jamie says its dying, so here i am salvaging it back. Time is like a passing wind that swoosh pass it, its already june once again. 1/4 of the hols is already over, exams are drawing nearer and i have not done much preparation yet. Despite the short amount of time we have, i believe its about how time is spend. Been playing the pass week and i will be off the malaysia tml, tat makes me 2 weeks less to study. Moreover, working for 4 days which results me in only having abt 10 days to study for my midyear, i better make full use of the time i have i would say.

Quote of the day:

"Learn and move on, don't stay behind.."
M.Yong(worst quote up to date)

2005-05-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i last posted anything here, it feels good to be back. Smart casual day was nth "speacial" until Pionneerama. It was the biggest joke and setback i have even had, there was a clown performance by ****** and the other band was that fantasic either. Anger filled my heart, how could my band not qualify which such competitors facing us. Is our band that bad or is there more that meets the eye? i wondered... I guess my band & i would have to put in more effort and hope our efforts would be a fruitful one. Tomorrow there would be 2 tests, i guess i better hit the books.
Ciao

2005-05-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today was Pioneerama audtion, we just did our thing. Hopefully, it was good enough to pull us thru... Hopefully, all the effort and time spend would not go to waste...

2005-05-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i have blog, heard my school that they have been tapping into blogs, guess it is not safe to blog on too personal stuff( altho i nv blog any ATM). Tommorow is the audtion for the Pioneerama, hope Recast can make it in so as all the hard work is not waste. *cross my fingers* RECAST!!! Before i head back to the books, here is the quote of the day...

Quote of the day:
"Time is there for you to spend but it is not always on your side"
M.Yong

2005-05-09T16:56:00.000+08:00

Nothing much interesting to blog about lately, been around people's blog recently and playing with quizzes. Life is as usual, piling with work from all the subjects I take. Re-Cast is in those for Pioneerama on 25th may, woo. Finally, the day to show case my humble skills to the school is coming soon. Hopefully, it would turn out smooth without any mistakes in tab picking especially during the bass solo. BTW, Arensal defeated Liverpool, woot, Liverpool is not in champions league next year... haha. I shall go and sleep now.
Ciao

2005-05-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-05-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

I just realised that i have been waking up quite late everyday, I seem to miss the earlier bus to school this week. Hmm, why is it so? haha. I guess i am getting rather fat, therefore, i decided to control my diet a bit more as i felt what i lost in the exercise are all being gain back.( not productive) I watched comedies after school today, 'Kung Fu Hustle, Tale of the 2 sisters(suppose to be horror), it was quite entertaining and refreshin in a way...

2005-05-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

I don't really have much to blog about today, just like any other rainy day...

Quote/s of the day:
"Life is one endless complain session, lose complain, draw complain, win also complain, it never ends..."
Jamie Choon

2005-05-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: November 22

While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings.

You assume great responsibility and work long and hard toward completion.

Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings.

Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma.

An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail.

You are very aware and intuitive.

You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-05-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i last post, been busy jamming and stuff. Its already a tuesday in the 1st week of May, indeed time is fast. In about 6 months i will be taking the GCE A level exams and heading to the army. Not in top form lately( in terms of work), i have not been ahead of the assignments lately. I guess its time for some serious mugging after i take a nap...haha

Quote/s of the day:

"Mistakes are inevitable, no point moaning, make a change..."
M.Yong

2005-04-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

Damn it, this is the worst week i had experienced, i fell down twice within a week. How unlucky can anyone get? I just hope that it can't get any worst over the weekends. Its a weekend once again, an event-full one i hope. Spending quality time with both family and friends at the restuarant and jamming studios respectively. NO more falling down for me please...

2005-04-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

I am in school blogging now, justcame back from a hair cut. In addition i just cut my leg, once again i felt the light flashing upon me. About 2 hours ago, i fell into the drain and got the "shock" of my life, my face turn paleand i became drowsy.It was quite terrifying fearing the fact that i would faint like the incident that happen 3 years back. Fortunately i am able to tide this incident and able to blog here. Therefore to remember this incident, here is the quote of the day.

Quote/s of the day:

"Cherish the moments that come by as the moments do not come often..."
M.Yong