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Melvin Yong.
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Have you ever experienced that feeling?
The rush of euphoria by just reaching for those strings?
And each chord you stroke.
It's blissful.
It's love

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009


I am glad for you,
empty is for the moment,
Life will pour in on you,
We already made the choice,
talk is cheap,
actions show what you want,
you have my blessings in life.

i have no right to be harsh at you or nag, you are on your own(without me) from now on...

strummed at 8:24 pm

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

it shows unimportant when u can't even tell the time,
it shows how much you bother when you don't bother to remember,
it shows whats more important in ur life...

u could have came back urself, if u didn't want to be late
not sitting a transport won't die if you know you are gonna be late for something you would feel is more important to you.
if me not knowing abt your where about is to care then i rather not care.

sick of saying so much.

ITS JUST HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.

strummed at 6:14 pm

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Greater the hope, the bigger the disappointment,
time is running out,
some decisions made,
it may never be the same again.

account for our own actions

temptations, slipping away...

strummed at 10:53 pm

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

tired.

taken the 1st step,
hope i can last to see the process end.

strummed at 10:06 pm


my utopia is lost, but you brought my life to a whole new meaning.

Maybe i really dunno what i really want in life,
Maybe you are right about me living for others.
Is this how life should be like?
Can i pull together with my weaker mind to help you get over it?
I guess there are many things in life i am not right about,
because time after time you prove me wrong,
be it in the good way or the bad way.
i accept you and am willing to guide u,
this is my promise to you.
i am lost and confused too.
please grant me strength.

am i not even worth for you to fight for?

strummed at 10:47 am

Sunday, March 15, 2009

do u think when some 1 say they like you, they will forget abt it the nxt day? feelings don't fade when you are there always.

there are only some things people do only for love,
they care about what you eat, drink and when you sleep,
they look out for you even when they are tired,
they suprise you with things you like,
they protect you,
they wanna drag time spend with you,
they advise you,
they listen to your advises,
only because they love you then they do such stuff for you.

strummed at 4:49 pm


u seem to trust everyone but me,
maybe because i always put facts bluntly across.
the fear of losing you is greater everyday,
yet you can't see the actions of mine to secure you,
i guess the way i put across is wrong but sometimes to draw a line is the right thing to do,
best friends don't think about whether you wanna eat this, do that day in day out,
only peoply who love you would.
hope 1 day you will see it.

for some 1 who say don't believe in paltonic relationship tells you best friends you believe,
for me a guy who loves you and close to NEVER lie to you about stuff you turn a deaf ear,
what am i suppose to do.
are you the lighthouse of my life?

strummed at 4:22 pm


if you someone do matter to you, you have to show it.
of they would just fade away.
it applies to everyone...
people don't stay for the sake of just being there.
TRUST me.

strummed at 12:06 pm

Friday, March 13, 2009

once u told me this, friends company is different and my company is different
but what u showed me is, friends company can replaced me mine
but mine can't replaced theirs.
all you do is denied when i asked but nothing you did recently showed other wise.

this past months,
you only showed when you needed me to help you stuffed then you would find me,
you don't talk the same to me anymore,
am i not fun anymore? or somehow my placed in your heart have disappeared?
your ACTIONS show that you didn't want me there in your life at ALL.
have you noticed these changes in you?
do you know why? if you do please tell me.

all you say is that you are not enough for me.
i don't really care if you weren't good enough for me, but TELL ME IF I AM EVEN ENOUGH FOR YOU TO LOVE ME BACK.

strummed at 8:47 pm


should i even bother.
do we want me to be bother? give me my ans.

i am what you really want?
because i always take ur word seriously.
have you take my words seriously?
or you took me for granted?

strummed at 6:23 pm


its black friday again. friday 13th.
does it mean feb and march is cursed?

u drifted...
isn't my comforting arms comparable to comfort?
is there a change of hearts?

strummed at 11:36 am


have you wondered why the earth spins the way it does?
isn't emotions a magical thing?
it does make u twirl in this mysterious way.
because of what happened arnd me i wanna prevent it yet you don't see it,
i can't bear to lose you,
because the lost is too great and i wanna hear that and know it from you that u agree.

i really do wanna know are you ready for me.

strummed at 3:59 am

Thursday, March 12, 2009

You can go on blaming everyone else,but until the day you take responsiblilty for yourself, then everything is gonna be alright.

3 days of drinks ain't enough to drown the sorrow.
i ain't even giving up.
i just want you to be sure about it too.

thanks for the drink.

strummed at 4:37 pm


sleepless nights...

all i wanted was you to feel like u are everything to me.

TRUST me

strummed at 12:37 am